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*Inhale…exhale…inhale..exhale*

I forgot that when it comes to personal change, I struggle. For the past few weeks, I feel so overwhelmed. I am physically and mentally exhausted. When, I no longer wants to share why I’m struggling is when I know I am really struggling. When my answers to, “how are you?,” is a lifeless, “good.” Then, I’m really in trouble. I am posting it here because I want to remind myself that I can recover. I will find a way to get help. Therapist maybe. Or just a vacation. I need to be okay. I need to….