2022, and the pandemic is still strong. As of now, my county is getting hit hard with COVID-19 cases. If there is one thing that I learned from this is that true leadership rises up. It also goes the other way, bad leadership can be seen and sometimes lead to very dangerous precedence. As part … Continue reading 2022 and Silly Thoughts
One of my major highlights during my trip to Maui, Hawaii is the biking trip from a volcano zigzag road back to town. When I was riding that bicycle, it brought back wonderful biking childhood memories. To feel the wind, the hear the sound of the trees, and the thrill of adventure. Don’t we wish … Continue reading Wipe Away The Tears
This is an emotional, unedited, and raw entry of what I’m feeling. If I hurt you, I’m sorry. Three weeks working from 6:00AM to sometimes 6:00PM. An hour or so break means an hour nap in between. I can already feel my body weakening. I feel like a 90 year old man. My feet, my … Continue reading Diary Entry: My hope in Christ
Remember this is a diary entry, the feelings and emotions are raw! If I hurt you, I’m sorry. I’m just ranting. I hate this body right now. It is defective and expensive. When you thought you are all feeling great and strong, then suddenly you get weak and sick. I’ve only missed two days of … Continue reading Diary Entry: I’m tired
I pushed myself beyond my limit. I don’t even know if that is wise. I was physically exhausted. My legs were shaking, my ears were ringing, and I was to the point of dehydration. But, I have set my eyes on a goal, to reach the top, and nothing can stop me. The hardest part … Continue reading Angels Landing
Unfortunately, platelets are still elevated. Hopefully, as weeks go by, it will go down. Honestly, my symptoms are adding. I had severe night sweats last night and my chest continues to ache. It is not severe, but it is there. I am just trying to ignore it, try to eat healthy and exercise. The concerning … Continue reading Week one of Chemo
When I see you cancer, I will roar like a dinosaur because I do not fear you! I have blood test tomorrow to check if the chemodrugs are working. Hopefully, we got some good news. I will have a busy month And I still have to schedule Cardiologist, and ENT Doctor. So far, that’s what … Continue reading Busy Month
I don’t even know how to start. This blog has been on my draft for weeks now. I guess I have to take you from the beginning. October 2018 – I went to my primary physician for my annual physical check up. I changed insurance, therefore, I changed my doctor. I usually get the regular … Continue reading ET: Phone Home, “I have a rare cancer”
“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” – Winnie the Pooh As the years go by, I am learning to say goodbye. I am blessed that I had an outstanding therapist that provided great assistance on how to cope well with goodbyes. Recently, I went through another month long … Continue reading Meet me
I am looking ahead. I am still trying. Lately, my anxiety attacks and nightmares have risen again. There are places where I do not want to go. There are moments where I do not want to remember. There are situations that I do not want to be part of. And yet, I have to … Continue reading Looking Forward (Diary Entry)
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