Provider's Hands, Heart, and Mind

Helping Hand. Loving Heart. Thoughtful Mind.

Update regarding my health. Thank you for all the prayers. I hope I can bring good news, sadly, I will do my best to stay positive. The chemo pill, Hydroxyurea, is not working. It is actually causing my body to deteriorate and raising other problems…

Health Update

What caused your cancer? GENE MUTATION – A gene called JAK2 mutated in my bone marrow. The purpose of the gene is to signal my cells to produce blood cells; red blood cells, white blood cells, and blood platelets. When it mutates, it keeps developing…

God is in control

How can I still be joyful after diagnosis of cancer? I am strong, hopeful, and joyful because I have put my trust on this firm foundation. If I have something to boast, it is my love and faith in Christ. There is a story in…

Build My Life Upon The Rock

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Unfortunately, platelets are still elevated. Hopefully, as weeks go by, it will go down. Honestly, my symptoms are adding. I had severe night sweats last night and my chest continues to ache. It is not severe, but it is there. I am just trying to…

Week one of Chemo

When I see you cancer, I will roar like a dinosaur because I do not fear you! I have blood test tomorrow to check if the chemodrugs are working. Hopefully, we got some good news. I will have a busy month And I still have…

Busy Month

I don’t even know how to start. This blog has been on my draft for weeks now. I guess I have to take you from the beginning. October 2018 – I went to my primary physician for my annual physical check up. I changed insurance,…

ET: Phone Home, “I have a rare cancer”

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I just remember something awful that happened few years ago. And, it makes me wonder if I’m still upset about it. I’m here in the desert, maybe, trying to find my way back home. Understanding what Moses felt in the wilderness. Acknowledging that I may…

Afraid?

Depressed? Stress? Anxious? Or even to the point of suicidal? Hey, life is real. I am not judging because I’ve been there, and I’ve learned ways to cope. The future of healing is possible. However, it is an adventure, and it is up to you…

My Ten Ways to Heal a Broken Heart, Mind, and Soul

The year is almost over. What happened? I went to Hawaii in February, and then Cancun in July. My brother is back from Japan, and we’ve been hiking around San Diego. I have obtained several jump photographs as a souvenir; making a statement that I…

I’ll be okay

“And I will build my life upon your love it is a firm foundation. And I will put my trust in you alone and not retake it” One can look okay but deep inside that person is hurting. One can look happy but deep inside…

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